"Within"

 

I took the fall

Nail polish and shoes off

Poofy hair and dirty socks

I'm right where I started out, cold and not too hott

 

A whirlwind effect, gettin all upset

Twister turnin, hurricane kinda mess

All confused, could drown in the rain

Freezing snow, please freeze my brain

 

Don't have to think, get rid of the pain

Heart's shattered like a broken glass vase

Breathin around this world of insanity

My dream is within, only nightmares escape me

 

Climbed the wall, I feel so small

Have nothing, but some have it all

Laying still, the barrel's rolling

Got a hold but it's so uncontrolling

 

Lost my grip, slipping down

The sun is bright, but I'm fading out

The leaves fall, and they bury me

I am empty like the tree, just like the tree

 

"My Worst Habits"

Second-guessing I can't help it

Don't know what can get me through this

Are you the only one for me

Are you everything that I see

 

On the surface you are real

But what is underneath your heart, did I steal?

 

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As I practice my vows

My head is down, I bite my nails

My worst habits cause me to fall

What if I screw this up and make it all my fault?

Head down, biting my nails, never fails...

 

It's so easy to believe that this is right

But I'm really wondering tonight

Can't explain how I sorry I am

While you're reaching out to hold my hand

 

I'm running in the other direction again

My worst habits are taking us to the end

 

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Guess I'll never know what was in store for us

Didn't have the guts to take the chance instead I rode the bus

Straight outta your heart and into my own

Crying by myself, sleeping all alone

 

While you were reaching out for more

I was stupid and I shut the door

 

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"Buncha Fuckers"

 

Ex-girlfriends, cheaters, fucking whores

Cheating on you knocking on other guys doors

If they could only see you mean so much more

We should use their faces to mop the floor

 

It's not okay, the things they do

It's just not right, them using you

 

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I'm sorry they treated you like crap

You deserve much better than that

Buncha fuckers, buncha fuckers

I wish I could erase all they put you through

Made it so you never met anyone so cruel

Buncha fuckers, buncha fuckers

 

Stupid bitches, skanky hoes

Ripping off some other mans clothes

Behind your back it's all a lie

It's a fucked up game inside their minds

 

It's just not right, them using you

It's not okay, the things they do

 

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I'm standing right here, I'm the girl you need

Not the one you want, apparently, obviously!!

No other guy can compare to the guy in front of me

I'm doing all I can to try to make you see

 

It's not okay, the things they do

It's just not right, them using you

 

 

"Well Isn't the World a Lovely Place?"

 

Few ones who I trust and idolize

A couple who I absolutely despise

If they'd just look into these eyes

But they're too busy with their lives

 

Sleeping and dreaming it's undeniable

I feel invisible surrounded by millions of people

 

"One Mistake"

 

So I visited the place again

My tears welled up

My eyes swelled up

I tried to hide how I feel by turning away

 

But everyone knew that I was crying

It's always in my head, the image of you dying

 

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One mistake can make you disappear

One mistake can change all your loved ones years

I don't know why you did it

But I know I miss you and I hate this

Something reminds me of you every day

And it'll never be completely okay again

 

Place the flowers on your grave

Turn to walk away, my heart's in pain

The only words you can hear are the prayers I send above

 

You'll never know the love

I'll never forget your love

 

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The love I had for you, so strong

Now I am weak, nothing will ever be the same

Nothing will mean as much

Nothing can make me as happy as when you were still here

 

But I'll go back home and I'll remember

All the times we had together as I sit alone

And I know I'll still feel the same way next year

 

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